Of what I knew there’s so much I did not tell you
not because I didn’t want to tell you
but simply because I did not think of telling you
I did not think of it as important or valid at the time
And I wonder if you too now also wish we both had said more to one another
More of what we knew, our everyday life discoveries, our concerns about our future
Perhaps, like me, you also did not know how much or how deeply to share
Life flew by quickly and now years since your death
I still find I have so much I want to share with you
So much I wish you could share with me
How well I remember the many times we shared love
times we offered or received joy and appreciation
times we engaged in life’s joys and celebrations
times we faced sickness, grief and pain together
times we laughed and cried sharing dreams and realities
Tonight in silent communication and in prayer
I‘m asking God to help me get through to you
to help us build a SOUL / HEART bridge
whereby we could reconnect and communicate
Tonight I am asking God to grant us a little bit of heaven
asking HIM to bring us into close proximity
lovingly gliding us through invisible physical boundaries
and allowing us to visit and chat for a while
Remembering you tonight, I feel a peacefulness
a belief that God has already granted me my prayer
and that HIS love is guiding us closer in Spirit time
“SPIRIT” to feel, experience and “see” one another
“SPIRIT” to honor and to smile with the other
“SPIRIT“ for imaging messages and reconnecting
“SPIRIT” for loving and giving thanks
And I must say,
I’m experiencing a smile coming from deep within my heart
I’m sensing you close to me, feeling your loving energy
Eyes open or shut, I’m “seeing” our eyes meet
I’m filled with awe and gratitude for God’s gift to us tonight
while realizing there’s no need for words in our sharing
All is perfect feeling and honoring the loving in our togetherness
REST IN PEACE, my dear sweet friend
Until we meet again!