One way loving

What a way to spend my time
Thinking of things you did not write
Your responses to my e-mails
Were filled with more news about you

Perhaps, you missed a feelings here and there
Perhaps, you failed to realize I’m here too
It really does not matter much
I’m just grateful when it comes to you

Even if I dared to be honest and tell you
I love you
Might you hear these words as I mean them
Would you then stop your chatter and see me

See me in this life time
In this heart space
See the possibility of my being in love with YOU

And, what would it do should I talk of love to you
Would my current feelings and sentiments frighten you away
Would my loving you mean I’d forever lose your friendship
that you’d vanish from me completely
or would you quickly move away

Still I wish I had the guts to tell you
how much I believe that I’m in love with you

Loving you beyond infatuation
Cherishing a dream of you and me deep in my soul
hoping one day you might know
that I’d rather be talking with you than about You
And would rather have you listening to my heart
that’s forever whispering in silence
I LOVE YOU!